HI im mariana.. i came from argentina so., i dont speak english very well...
i started in diets like 2 years ago..i always felt fat and i wanna lose some weight.
there was a time when i was very depressed and everything seems to be bad and the only way to make things better was losing weight so. i remebered "the day". was monday and i was eating and eating chocolate ice cream and crying at the same time.. how could i end like this? why?.. i promise i'll never ever be the person im now..
tomorrow i'll be a completely new person..
so i woke up and i breakfast half glass of 2% milk.. then at lunch time i ate the half of my lunch..
and that's all i ate. i distracted myself of food. i didn't wanna think in food .just to do it easier. and at 5 or 6 pm i used to go to play tennis with my friends and i spent like 2 or 3 hours there..
after exercise i went home. take a showerr and sleep. no food. no dinner. no fat.
and i was like this for a month i guess. and then another month. i lose like 6 pounds and my family started to worry .. but i was happier than ever!! and one day my aunt said that could be anorexia.
and it was.
but i felt beautiful and i didnt want to be the mari that i used to..
but in vacations i ate more and more because my mnom push me to it. so i put on some weight.. oo i felt like..sh@t. i was fat fat fat but for everyone i was healthy for the first time.. but for me, i was in the worse shape i ever been..and i wanna be the same that io was.. so i started to eat like before. and i went back on my weight.
but after summer vacations i gain some weight its not a big deal but i need to lose a few pounds to be in shape.. and im in a program with my lovely doc who helpe me in the whole trip in this dissease ..
im 100% recovered from anorexia and i wanna be healthy. so i hope this page help me and help everyone in it.
sorry if i dont write english well.