pam-u-la's Journal, 16 August 2012

The stress continued yesterday, everytime I thought ihad one thing worked out another popped up. I was feeling like all the forces were against me. So swallowing my pride I reaached out to a friend who helped me laugh and realized these things can be over comed as long as I keep working on them. My biggest laugh came from something that I said which was... " I don't emotionally eat @ work, I save my job eat". You see as long as our mouths are doing somethhing we can not speak what is truly on our minds. Her and I had a huge laugh about it!
So with all that said.. I am still doing my uphill battle. One little climb at a time. Keeping an optomistic outlook that eventually I will feel on top of everything once again. Not going to kid myself that it will be easy, but challenging and hopefully rewarding.
That's my update!!!

I have a new starting point, and new goals that I really need to work on!
Thank you to all my buddies who are sticking by me during this.
" you all are the wind beneath my wings"

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Pam-u-la you have really hit the nail on the head - I was so shocked last year when I decided to try and identify what made me want to over eat....and also came to the conclusion that part of it was to keep me saying what was on my mind.....if my mouth was full I couldn't let the words out. So with this journey my mouth is no longer full and I now say what I want.....freedom :) Chin up....you'll get there....  
16 Aug 12 by member: triaby
So right you are. I need to learn that. 
16 Aug 12 by member: davidsmom
That's a good revelation to have. Have a great day :) 
16 Aug 12 by member: QuirkyNat
Nice revelation! I think I do something similar... I eat/drink caffiene extra at work to push myself through the depression that comes from not saying what I need to say but that might get me in trouble....! I am trying to figure out how to speak out more while still keeping my job :) 
16 Aug 12 by member: cindylynnwho
Nothing worth wild is easy - You are worth wild, and worth fighting for. Just keep reminding yourself of that, and realize that you can't control everything that goes on in your life. Take the punches as you get them, and make the best of what you have. Good luck! 
16 Aug 12 by member: MomofTwoGirls

     
 

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