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It has been a bittersweet day yesterday, visiting my friend and colleague.
It was nice talking to her, since we see each other only few times a year.
We played wii, watched a movie, we have been laying down in the sun for few hours.
Then we had dinner with her parents and it's something that still makes me cry a lot.
I don't have a family anymore... Neither the one I was starting, since it was a nightmare wedding, neither my parents' one. Since my mother died I only have my father left, and its not easy at all dealing with him.. He does not support me in anything I do, always complaining about what I do and how, always trying to destroy my ambitions.
In his own way he loves me, but I would like to have a different relationship with him, anyways I know he is not going to change at his age....
My fathers' family is a bunch of awful people, so basically I am alone, but have to deal with people who do not like what I am and never will.
Yesterday I found out things I dont like about my job... I am on a break now, since I am not able to work. I think I am just too fragile to handle a normal life, at the moment. It seems my bosses are going to give somebody else what I worked for, so I cannot work on this project. Its a very important one and I worked hard and put effort to make good contacts and make things possible. It's not fair a guy is going to steal what I worked for and be known for something I have done.
Life is really unfair.
Today I am thankful for:
-sunny day
-music I listened to yesterday
-travelling, its something I like so much.
Diet Calendar Entry for 18 August 2012:
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1557 kcal
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Fat: 54.59g | Prot: 57.46g | Carb: 223.11g.
Breakfast: Prosciutto Crudo, Avocado, Arrosto di Petto di Pollo alla Griglia o al Forno (senza Pelle), Riso Bianco Pronto. Dinner: Rice cracker, White rice, Avocado, Chick peas cream. Snacks/Other: Grape. more...
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