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07 August 2014

Im so mad at myself right now. So mad. I weighed in at Tops last night and I gained 2.4. How could I do that to myself?? Im not going to blame anyone for this gain, and my slow progress for the past couple months. Its my fault, and I own it.I have lost all of this weight and I am not going back. I don't think Im entitled to weeks like this. My husband is not on board with me anymore and its definitely making a negative impact on me. I have been going to the gym without him for months, and I will continue to. All the drinking he wants to do lately is taking a toll on my weight. I have only lost 35 pounds this year. That's not my goal. I will not drink any more wine. I am back together with my self control. I cant even believe I have let the wine back in my body. DONE. I have to do this for myself. And, my daughters fight me everyday about what I make to eat. My youngest wants to eat junk. I don't have much to eat in the house that is unhealthy, but if I do, its Gone in one day. Ice cream cant even survive in my house for one day because she wants to eat it morning noon and night.My other daughter joined Tops a few weeks ago, and she has gained every week except the first week. Im discouraged. I don't normally journal negative things, because Im usually positive. but, I needed to get this off my chest. If you read this, thanks for listening. ;)

07 August 2014

Weigh-in: 303.0 lb lost so far: 145.0 lb still to go: 83.0 lb Diet followed reasonably well
   add comment gaining 1.0 lb a week

24 July 2014

17 July 2014

Weigh-in: 300.0 lb lost so far: 148.0 lb still to go: 80.0 lb Diet followed reasonably well
   (3 comments) gaining 0.6 lb a week

26 June 2014

I weighed in at TOPS last night, and I gained 2.2. I am not that worried. I spent 2 1/2 days in the hospital this week, and I gained 4 pounds of water weight while I was there. I will have it off in a few days. I also couldn't work out, I just wasn't feeling good enough. I did work out last night for the first time in about 10 days, and I woke up with leg cramps at 4:30 this morning. I feel like such a cry baby. I will be at the gym again tonight. I am not going to do anything but swim. I have been trying to walk and bike, but I just keep thinking I am not getting a good enough work out in. I also learned while I was in the hospital that my resting heart rate is that of an athlete. 57!! That was a positive thing!! And what an improvement. So, Im back to tracking every calorie I put in my mouth, and working out for at least 60 min 7 days a week. And, my journey continues...

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