agirlfromminnesota's Journal, 18 May 2011

I am on a break I guess. I begged for him not to give up on us but it is so complicated and i don't even want to get into it here. He is scared and i guess i am not good at comforting that fear that he thinks us not being together will help that fear go away. I am not ok. we were getting into finally him leaving his son's mother we had plans of him moving in this fall and I have been waiting 5 years. nearly. i don't know what to look forward to anymore. He is the part of my life that made me most happy.
266.0 lb Lost so far: 73.0 lb.    Still to go: 0 lb.    Diet followed reasonably well.
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It seems that, more often than not, relationships end and it's always hard. I hope things work out the way you want, but if they don't, try not to be too hard on yourself. I believe that things always work out for the best even if we can't see it at the time and are hurting like hell. Try to smile even when you think you have nothing to smile about, because you do.  
19 May 11 by member: Wintergirl
Man that truly sucks. I'm sorry Mara. I don't think you should ever have to beg for some to stay. I'm horrible at being comforting others because I never know the right thing to say. I'm more of the joke about it to make them laugh, but I can't think of any jokes to make you laugh :( I think that you should give him time to figure things out and in the meantime, live your life in a way that you don't need him. Just as a precaution. Become emotionally dependent JIC. 
19 May 11 by member: britt-a-knee

     
 

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