ghera's Journal, 05 November 2008

I have started again and am almost afraid that if i enter a journal entry or talk about it, i will junx myself.

I exercise nightly and so far have lost about two pounds since monday.

I am so sick of being overweight. It colors my whole sense of self and self confidence. I also think it holds me back from moving forward with my life and getting out of an awful job. Right now I am so depressed I could just cry. Maybe taking the reins of one thing will help bring me out of this hole I am in.