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08 December 2013
Weigh-in:
279.8 lb
lost so far:
1.0 lb
still to go:
104.8 lb
Diet followed poorly
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losing 7.0 lb a week
07 December 2013
Weigh-in:
280.8 lb
lost so far:
0 lb
still to go:
105.8 lb
Diet followed N/A
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04 October 2013
Just wanted to say -- much better day today.
I did miss lunch... I had to go out to get some necessities at Target, which is a 45 minute bus ride each way, and the buses only run once an hour...so figure i was gone approximately 4 hours to grab cat litter, air freshener, etc.
But while I was there, grabbed myself a new pair of yoga pants (since I DO believe workouts are a necessary part of a lifestyle change), some more frozen fruit and whatnot which makes it easier for me to stick with things... and then...
i got my son a flashlight friend with the last few dollars i had.
my sons 3rd birthday was a few months ago, and i couldn't get him anything. he got a few giftcards from family members, and so he did get a few gifts, but nothing *from me*. And he's been asking about a flashlight friend for about 2 months. so when I saw one, and i actually had enough cash to get it (i'll regret it later in the month when i need another box of cat litter or some-such, im sure) -- it was a small esteem boost. that, and i just like seeing my son happy.
all in all, i just feel a little better tonight.
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04 October 2013
Well... darn.
I had a very awesome job interview 2 weeks ago, that my life more or less hinged on me getting. (Part of fixing my personal life was to get rid of the toxic partner in it, and now that he's gone... and has been for the better part of a year, at least financially -- oh the story is so long and complex -- if i dont find a job by next month, i'm really not sure how my son and i are going to be okay.) I'm more than qualified for the position, I gave all the right answers and then some at the interview, and I had the top test scores of anyone applying. They chose a different candidate. I found out in a form letter that came in my mail yesterday.
And as much as I swore I wouldn't let the pain from that ruin what I was attempting to start, I found myself eating everything in sight.
And that, my friends, is why in the last 2 years I put back on 73 pounds, quit working out, and have generally felt like hell. Because that's how I coped with the worst times in my life.
Today will be better. I am determined that it will. I know in the long run, I feel better when I'm eating "right" and working out. Physically, emotionally, mentally... I feel better. Less toxins in = less toxic insides. (You'd think that'd be common sense, but my brain has issues with it.)
Still, going back and editing yesterdays food journal to reflect what I actually ate, instead of my awesome plan... hurt. It was a real reality check to see how much damage I could do in one day. Kind of explained to me how things got so far out of control.
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03 October 2013
I'm back.
Finally got most of my health issues worked out.
Finally got some of my personal life worked out as well.
Feeling less depressed and more motivated than I have in probably 2 years now.
Wow, has it really been 2 years... /sigh.
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