judibird's Journal, 31 May 2009

Isn't it funny how we celebrate our victories and then right away look forward to the next without enjoying fully the last victory? All I seem to think about is being under 200 lbs now and being in the green. It is silly and unproductive I know but I find myself doing that. Am I not accepting reality or living in another world? I think I should look ahead at what could be but I forget to look back and see how far I have come. Today is a weird day for me I should be happy I lost 1.8 lbs this past week but for some reason I feel like I have failed. Is that not stupid or what. I guess it is because I see myself as fat this morning. Darn those old fat eyes. Well onward and upward right, so I must try to move on because that kind of thinking is self destructive. I will feel better later I am sure. Have a Great Sunday.
203.4 lb Lost so far: 49.6 lb.    Still to go: 0 lb.    Diet followed 100%.

Diet Calendar Entries for 31 May 2009:
705 kcal Fat: 8.74g | Prot: 79.67g | Carb: 79.00g.   Breakfast: medifast cocoa, water. Lunch: water, Country Dijon Mustard, dill pickle, chicken, Light Wheat Bread. Dinner: water, brocolli and carrots green giant, elk. Snacks/Other: water, yoplait thick & creamy. more...
3061 kcal Activities & Exercise: Desk Work - 8 hours, Sitting - 6 hours, Standing - 2 hours, Sleeping - 8 hours. more...
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Yes it is strange what tricks our mind's eyes play on us!! You are so right though ... get through this moment ... another moment will arrive! By the way ... YOU HAVE NOT FAILED!! Let us summarize, 49.6 lbs down since January 2009. Able to wear size 16 pants comfortably and started in size 20. Able to wear almost all the clothes you own with needing to buy some new things when you lose much more!! Feeling much more energetic ... not panting when you reach the top of the stairs. No more HEARTBURN!!!! You are doing just fine ... one day at a time ... the journey continues!! 
31 May 09 by member: madaboutmoose
You're totally right--we should celebrate our victories. Congrats!  
31 May 09 by member: beets_yum
Judibird~~~Congrats on your weight-loss! Have your moment, you're entitled to it. Then keep moving! I agree with the comments above...you're doing GREAT...Celebrate!!!  
31 May 09 by member: RealtorInTx
Please look at your weight loss chart and see how far you have come and celebrate that. You have done such a great job, keep it up and don't give up. 
01 Jun 09 by member: WECANDOTHIS

     
 

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