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This happens sometimes. Amazing progress followed by an incredible wall. I need to find my old measurnments and newest measurments and start to have something to compare to when I hit the wall.
On a side not it is so fucking beautiful today in Minnesota. I slept with my windows open for the first time in probably over a month. (I am not one to sacrifice sleep when I can sleep well with air conditioner). I cannot wait for fall.
On my man front. I miss him. Weekends are the worst. Because I know he's with them. and not me. And he tells me not to be jealous. To just not think about it. I was able to do that for the first year or so.. okay. But I can't anymore. I feel like an ignorant idiot. I need to find something that I can pour my passion into when he is not around. that way I am not wasting all this passion on remembering him because it just makes me miserable. I wonder if I can put it into my weight loss? I think there has to be a creative outlet too.
I am thinking about going to this festival thing by myself. That or really gutting my closets. to get to the art supplies.
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316.8 lb
Lost so far: 22.2 lb.
Still to go: 17.8 lb.
Diet followed 100%.
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Diet Calendar Entries for 15 August 2010:
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1537 kcal
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Fat: 30.60g | Prot: 67.87g | Carb: 275.13g.
Breakfast: stonyfield vanilla, max muscle, strawberry, bananas, skim milk, lucky charms, quaker oat squares. Lunch: sugar, vinegar, cucumber, skippy low fat crunch pb, Cinnamon Raisin Bagels. Snacks/Other: hostess, weight watchers giant, nabisco 100 calories. more...
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3930 kcal
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Activities & Exercise:
Elliptical - 40 minutes, Resting - 15 hours and 20 minutes, Sleeping - 8 hours. more...
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losing 18.2 lb a week
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I know I am being nosey but who is "them" when you are referring to where your man is on the weekends? I always feel like my man should spend all his time with me when he is not at work.... crazy I know, but that's how I feel. So no matter where he is when he is not with you, it's ok to feel whatever or however you are feeling about it, you are not alone in those thoughts.
16 Aug 10 by member: Wintergirl
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Them is his son and his son's mother. His son is autistic so about 6 mos into our relationship his son's mother couldnt handle him on her own, that was almost 4 years ago. And I am still holding on. It's really more complicated than that. But there ya go. I am terrible. *sigh*
I am the same way though whenever the "them" go out of town I demand all that time. He really doesnt get time to himself. But I really don't get time with him.
17 Aug 10 by member: agirlfromminnesota
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