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Depressed eating everything in site. Non stop eatting. Hating, liver enzymes up. Pain level at max. hate just about everything. Hate is so bad. I am ugly . I am fat. I am in pain. I am a pig. I hate just about everything about me. I am honest, I do for others before me, I take care of animals. I love God. I feel doomed feelings are fickle. God is firm, solid, true, tested, and tried. Only thing God can not do is fail, and God can not lie. I am a believer. However I am on a constant roller coaster of emotions. UP then down . I try very hard to get things done only to fail. November 22, 2012.
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143.0 lb
Lost so far: 0 lb.
Still to go: 28.0 lb.
Diet followed poorly.
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gaining 0.4 lb a week
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