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Woke up this morning (always a good sign) lol... and realized that OMG I am going to be 40 in a few days.. 40!!! I know it is just a number but I can remember so clearly that 40 was old!!! Now I'm going to be that number. Really what have I done with my life? Have I really lived or just survived because that is what you are suppose to do?
How much time have I wasted worrying about what others think, or behaving in a certain manner because well that is what you are suppose to do?
There is none of this silliness of OH MY WHERE DID THE TIME GO crap! In my case I know where the time went, but did I spend that time wisely? Sure I did all the normal things.. school, job, boyfriend off and on, partying etc.. But honestly have I really done anything, anything at all that has made a difference?
40... not married (don't want to be either), never have had children (not by choice, long sad story ), and working a pretty dead end job!
So yeah.. million dollar question to myself... where do I go from here?
Answer... I have no clue.
Diet Calendar Entries for 19 October 2011:
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801 kcal
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Fat: 18.55g | Prot: 53.40g | Carb: 116.56g.
Breakfast: No Calorie Sweetener (Packets), Coffee (Brewed From Grounds), Sugar, Saltine Crackers. Lunch: Vanilla Soy Milk (Omega DHA), Green Tea, No Calorie Sweetener (Packets). Dinner: Frozen Mixed Vegetables (Peas, Corn, Carrots, Green Beans), Cucumber (with Peel), No Calorie Sweetener (Packets), Frozen Vegetables (California Style), Celery, Veggie Burger, Diet Soda, Herbal Tea. Snacks/Other: Honeycrisp Apples, Turkish Apricots, Dry Roasted Almonds (with Salt Added). more...
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1193 kcal
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Activities & Exercise:
work - 8 hours, Calisthenics (light, e.g. home exercise) - 20 minutes, Resting - 7 hours and 40 minutes, Sleeping - 8 hours. more...
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