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This past month and THIS WEEK...Hell, even today has got to be the most stressful time for me.. with school and assignments (not doing too well, I might add) and being sick.
Today, we had to put our oldest dog down due to severe hip dysplasia and ruptured infection in his blood. We've had that dog since moving into our brand new house. 14 years is a long time for a black lab. I remember bringing him home from the pound, and how little he was. He grew to be such a great protector and such a loyal friend. Whenever we would cry, he'd sit right in front of us, basically asking us to hug him to get us to feel better. Bart, I'll never forget you my friend. You were the best at making me feel better. I'm sorry you had to suffer for so long, and I hope God will forgive me for my frustrations towards in the end. I love you sugar!
I also have been having tests back to back to back this week, and tomorrow have an assignment due, and friday as well. Major ones that could determine whether or not I stay in my HIT program at school. If not, I'll have to start over with a new major and a new program. Please say a prayer for me for those who do. I desperately need some patience and strength to get through all this school work AND Taking care of a very time demanding almost 2 year old.
I'm in detox mode for a couple of days. Limited bread, sugar, fruit intake and TONS of water and green veggies. I'm not going into Christmas morning with being in the 270's again. I'm seriously sick of how bad food has been erupting all over my face in the form of breakouts (Oh, but the stress has nothing to do with it *rolls eyes*).. and I've slacked in the workouts. It seems to be that every time I find a workout DVD in the house that I actually want to do, they end up disappearing, and then I get a lovely smart allick comment about how they're someone else's and I should ask before using them.. Psh.. You shouldn't have hidden them in the cabinet if you didn't want them to be found.
Anyway, I guess I just wanted to do an update. I'm on a mission to drop below 270 by next week and at least get back into a decent weight range.
Diet Calendar Entries for 10 December 2008:
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1212 kcal
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Fat: 60.79g | Prot: 77.87g | Carb: 90.28g.
Breakfast: propel, water, kraft american cheese slice, egg whites. Lunch: water, Chili (Large), hidden valley ranch, deli thin ham, reduced fat sharp cheddar, romaine lettuce, spinach. Dinner: Turkey Sausage & Spinach Quiche, deli thin ham, hidden valley ranch, reduced fat sharp cheddar, romaine lettuce, baby spinach. Snacks/Other: Topper crackers, sugar free fudgesicle, oreo. more...
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3628 kcal
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Activities & Exercise:
Shopping - 35 minutes, Sitting - 1 hour, Desk Work - 1 hour and 15 minutes, Standing - 2 hours and 45 minutes, Resting - 11 hours and 55 minutes, Sleeping - 6 hours and 30 minutes. more...
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