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I went grocery shopping yesterday and of course I forgot to buy batteries for the scale!! I read your reminders too late...
Anyway, I fell off the wagon badly yesterday. I bought corn chips and eaten a full package of them. The good thing is that I have choosen healthier chips, backed, organic, corn only (that I kind of digest easily) and not many chemicals added. In theory I don't have to follow low-carb no-sugar diet anymore. But I feel guilty and stupid for eating a package of chips in one time. It was 500cal in 5 minutes. One hour swimming gone in 5 minutes.
I looked at food intake yesterday, and carbs are so high! And also sugar. I think I should not overdo with sugars, since I might get diabetes in the future, and I would prefer this to happen as late as possible.
It's boring to stay at home. Had pain in my stomach again yesterday evening, even before chips. Will have to call again my family doctor in 2 hours.
The job search is stuck this week. I really don't know what to do about that. I am tempted of looking for jobs in Italy and go back. On the other side, I prefer living in Germany. It's way less chaotic, people are more reliable, I feel this is a better place for me, considering my attitude. I am tempted of going back only because of my family. They always make a lot of pressure on me, because they want me to go back and take care of them. But I don't like living in Italy, except during summer holidays.
I will have dinner with my partner and some friends at home tonight. I am cooking polenta. I bought some good Italian wine yesterday. Then I guess we are going to watch a movie. I really don't feel like going out.
The good thing of the past week is that I realized my German-listening exercises worked! I am able to understand way more then one or two months ago! Listening to the radio right now and it's more fun understanding a lot of what they say.
Have a good time fatsecreters!
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