pam-u-la's Journal, 04 November 2012

#12

Nothing too exciting really. I feel alittle better today! Still crampy on my right side. But the pain is less sever! That's a good thing.
The weird thing about yesterday was I did not want to eat! I forced myself to because I knew that I had to. I even went to the bulk store and did not buy any "junk" just stuff that I needed. Which was really strange for me. I must have also worn an invisible shield while walking downtown because I was not bugged for change or anything else for that matter. I felt pretty powerful, it was like on my shield I had a sign that stated I will not put up with anyones crap today!
Anyways today is another story all together! I have lots to do around the apartment and I've also started a good book. And low and behold it is not a smutty one either. Oh my things are certainly changing for me.
That's about it! Hope everyone has a good day and anyone who's clocks went back enjoy the extra hour of sleep! :)

Grateful for:
My family and my mom having a good time at the theatre on Wednesday
My job allowing me to have a roof over my head and to buy food
My thoughts changing
Inspirational and supportive buddies on FS
This journal which allows me to express how I am feeling
Life.. Getting up and out of bed daily is a blessing
My spiritual connection to loved ones who have passed but never have left me

Quote ** if you can not enjoy your own company you can not appreciate the company of others ** when you love yourslef it is easier for others to love you!!