oh my word, I was so happy when I got onto the scale this morning! I'm 98.7kgs!!! SOOO happy. I'm basically, 2.7kg away from losing 10kg!!! I'd be SO Happy if I could do that by 1 January 2016. To think that I wanted to be under 90kgs at the end of this year. Little did I know it had to do with what I was eating...and too little of it as well.
I know my weight-loss is going to come to a halt soon, because one can only be so lucky. Therefore I need to include exercise too! Hoping to do a hike in the holiday.
I found myself thinking this morning - wow, am I really ready for this weight-loss process? Losing all my fat? And then other voice in my head commented - What a stupid question to ask. I am ready. I'm doing this for myself. To show others that I'm not just a fat fuck. There is a girl trapped inside of me! Excess weight always make you look sloppy and dirty. But I'm ready to finally experience what it's like to be lean, thin and confident in your own body. The year 2016 I take back my power and control and become a beautiful, strong and fashionable lady.
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