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Thank you everyone for all of your postings to my journal yesterday and all the private notes sent to me. Hearing of your experiences, stories and support are so helpful to me, more than you'll probably ever be aware of.
Yesterday I felt so, not really sure how to describe except for using the word "blank". I found myself driving home last night, and constantly having to shake my head to stop me from staring off and not really paying attention to where I was driving. Even when I got home, I sat in the parking spot for a moment before heading in to see hubby. When I walked in, I couldn't even cry, I just feel so flat right now. Hubby is great, and so supportive. I told him I was sorry, and he immediately told me not to say that, that I have nothing to be sorry for.
Definitely feeling in the poor me mode right now, family members have major personal things going on right now, that don't allow them to think about anything else but what they are going through, and I understand that, but when you're going through something like this, you just want to know that they are at least thinking about you, even if you don't want to talk about it (thank you Mom#2, hubby gave me your message…just didn't have the energy last night to talk).
So here I am today, sitting in work, trying to focus again. Boss told me that I could work from home today, but honestly, being at home, only makes me think about it all day long, because hubby is in school all day today. I'll probably head home at noon today and work half day at home. I need to also call the fertility specialist as she never did call me yesterday like the nurse said she was going to.
So again, thank you all so much for your support. I really do believe it helps me get through these things quicker.
Christine
Diet Calendar Entry for 01 August 2008:
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1179 kcal
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Fat: 24.33g | Prot: 52.71g | Carb: 204.54g.
Breakfast: Weight Watchers Yogurt, strawberries, Fiber One. Lunch: swedish meatballs. Dinner: cocktail sauce, shrimp, corn on the cob, brummel. Snacks/Other: watermelon, gerbs. more...
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