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#08
I really need to find a way out of this sluggishness. In an attempt to do so I bought some vitamins yesterday. Which I started last night, it is under probably the false pretense that it will help curve my appetite. It's not the amount of food that concerns me it is how many calories are in my choices. I know I need to stop this trend, but this time it feels more difficult.
My weight as I recorded yesterday has gone back up. I thought this would shock me to make better choices, but instead did not phase me at all.
So many strange things are happening to me, maybe it's because I now have the oppotunity to concentrate on myself, that soul searching in what I really need to do to be happy. To not have to worry about work, to not have to scramble to get things done in a certain amount of time.
Today is a new day, like a puzzle the pieces will slowly be put together and I will have the full and complete picture.
Grateful for
Family
Fs
Time to myself
Acceptance
Feeling spiritual
Good books
Life
Have a termendously happy Tuesday
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