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Every day I get up I ask the Lord to help me though this day
with everything
to be ever present in my life
To Love Myself as he does
to Love others as he does
seems like my goal focused more on making others happy
didnt know much about taking care of myself what was that
if I make others happy then I will be happy
What in the world was I thinking ???????
Im 62 years old and only just started learning about self Love
and after a year 2012 of cancer and chemo ,,,,,,,it was ,when am I gonna take care of my body ??
I cant profess that I got this down patt by now no I think losing weigh is just part of the battle that stems from many more problems ..
(((( I feel Like Im in Crisis mode right now a very hurt 21 year old Granddaughter from my son in boxed me on FB yesterday and not only said she never wanted to see me again , and blamed me for her Dad my son giving her a horrible life and that I didn't care ,about 6 pages worth
some was true but a lot was not and miss informed
Stuff like this usually puts me under the water . and my emotion are screaming Lord help me , help her, help my son ,, Heal my Family
I reassured that I was severely sad that she was hurting that I Loved her that I would be willing to talk to her but not be attacked <3 if ya believe in Prayer Please do so <3
I still have to Live and go on with being faithful to me & My Body
I have so Much to learn I have need to grow and heal myself ..
Love to each FS Family that have supported me thanks so so much even though we are Via internet your presences in my life are Real and truly encourage to Learn to be a better me <3 May the Lord Bless each and every one your import ion to me in my journey
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210.6 lb
Lost so far: 3.4 lb.
Still to go: 65.6 lb.
Diet followed reasonably well.
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Diet Calendar Entry for 26 October 2014:
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1338 kcal
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Fat: 56.20g | Prot: 42.90g | Carb: 169.18g.
Breakfast: Coffee, Skim or Nonfat Milk (0.5% or Less Butterfat). Lunch: Butter, Baked Potato Stuffed with Broccoli and Cheese (Peel Not Eaten), Baked Potato Stuffed with Broccoli and Cheese (Peel Not Eaten). Dinner: New York Texas Toast Seasoned Croutons, Progresso Light Creamy Chicken Alfredo Soup. Snacks/Other: Kroger Low Fat Cottage Cheese, Kraft Cool Whip, Jell-O Sugar Free Cherry, Russell Stover Sugar Free Peanut Butter Cups, Fit & Active Cheddar Cheese Rice Snacks, Fit & Active Caramel Rice Snacks, Fit & Active Drizzled Mini Crisps - S'mores, Oreo Chocolate Sandwich Cookies. more...
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losing 0.5 lb a week
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Nice weight loss! Sorry that your grandDaughter sounds like a heartbroken girl, angry at everyone and everything. Just be patient. I pray that she calms down and changes her attitude toward you soon.
26 Oct 14 by member: Deb_N
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Excellent loss! Keep up the good work and know that HE is ordering your steps! Just keep the faith.
26 Oct 14 by member: C67241
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Your faith will give you strength to deal with everything going on.
26 Oct 14 by member: Carmenjo
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Thnaks Miss Deb Im ordered by the Lord to do everything in Love <3 C67241 have missed ya ......when it comes to broken wounded hearts of your Loved ones its so so hurtful and as painful ... yet as ya say the lord 's Got this <3 I agree ... <3 Carmenjo thanks so much for your support and yes my Faith that god is bigger then the situation is true but very painful <3 Love ya ladies <3
26 Oct 14 by member: dreamcatcher10
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why is it saying I only lost 3.4 lbs when I stared FS I weighed 227 something hmmmmmmmmmmm maybe because they are counting since I changed from Atkins to counting calories ??
26 Oct 14 by member: dreamcatcher10
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Good for you on losing! Won't be long before you are out of the 200s. You will be catching me. I am going slower than a turtle. If you make a change in your diet or goals, FS starts you all over again. So Sorry.
26 Oct 14 by member: kattay
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Praying with & for you too, Dreamcatcher. I'm so sorry for your pain, & your granddaughter's too. May our Lord wrap His loving arms around you, & give you peace even in all the pain & turmoil you're going through right now. Sending (((Hugs))) from me too, GLAMMER
27 Oct 14 by member: GLAMMER
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Way to go on the loss! Just stay in prayer!
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My son called me late that night to reassure me he wasn't happy and that was not his feelings and he wished she had not done that ,,, that helped my heart allot <3 the other 21 year old twin texed me saying she was sad to hear her sister did that and she Loved me <3 and I sent a very sort note to the twin that said that to me ,, That I loved her very much and was very sad that she was hurting that I agreed in part of some things she said and some I didn't .. I told her I would respect her wishes and if she every changed her heart about the matter I am here for ya ,, and we can talk but I will not allow any one to attack me <3 Love from Granny <3 haven't heard from her as of yet I have truly given it to God and his timing <3 thanks for all your Love and prayers and support <3 may the Lord bless ya richly <3
27 Oct 14 by member: dreamcatcher10
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Way to go on the loss! Sending a private note on the rest :)
27 Oct 14 by member: myawethinTICself
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27 Oct 14 by member: C67241
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Glad your son followed up and reassured you. His talk with you had to make you feel wonderful. Very nice note you sent. Hope you get the results you are praying for. Just remember, no one is a perfect parent. Even if you do everything you believe is right, your children will try to find something negative. Human nature, etc. After a certain age, children (or grandchildren) choose their own path. Very important to show you love them, even though you don't support all their decisions. Just "being there" for them is the best you can do. Offering unsolicited advice can really backfire, especially if they don't think you are a stellar example :)
27 Oct 14 by member: kattay
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Nice job on the loss. Sorry for the troubles with your granddaughter...hope they get better. All we have control over is ourselves and not how others act or react, do the best you can, if you act in love hopefully others will reciprocate in time, but at least you've done the right thing regardless.
27 Oct 14 by member: jmb3450
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My pastor yesterday spoke on the two greatest commandments.. focusing on love your neighbor as yourself.. and made an interesting comment he made.. Use I Cor 13 for yourself.. how patient are you with yourself..etc etc....never heard of that application of those verses
27 Oct 14 by member: hoosier436
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