jessabridge4444's Journal, 19 July 2019

TGIF!

Last night I took myself out to dinner, and I finished my book. Fun! OMAD was soup and nachos. I did not exercise but I did relax my brain. I think that is a good trade off. It was so nice to be home w/o noise. (E always has to have background noise. Always.)

What's the expression "peace within my soul"?. Yeah. I got that.

Tonight our friend's 10yr old son is sleeping over. It is their wedding anniversary today, so they asked us to take him. I also know he just wants to sleep over to be with E. He has a very big case of hero worship on E. He grows his hair and donates like E. He carries a notebook and art pens everywhere like E. He started collecting comics (I think to be) like E. He loves Marvel and Thor like E. He loves basketball like E. You get the picture. The list goes on. We constantly tease his dad by asking "are you sure Z is not E's?" He hates it. Even more so when the mom goes along with it. It is hilarious.

We are going to get a bite to eat, and then E and him will probably draw together while I read. They might go play basketball in the morning before it gets too hot. Once his parents get up and going, we are all spending the day together.

E and I might go to a movie after and Sunday is open.

Thankful:
Great friends turned into great family. I love my life and family and extended family. I feel very lucky.

Goal for day:
I cleaned for 45 mins and worked up quite the sweat this morning. I am saying exercise done! & Be patient w Z. He has some anxiety issues. His cousin, who is 3yrs old has stage 4 cancer. It is beyond imagining.

Positive Thoughts:
We never know what tomorrow will bring. I am very glad the ones I love have no doubts how much they are cared for and appreciated by me. And I have no rejects. I am who I am because of every choice I made, good and bad. I am ok with me. Peace within my soul.

238.6 lb Lost so far: 41.4 lb.    Still to go: 78.6 lb.    Diet followed 100%.

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1460 kcal

Fat: 48.51g | Prot: 141.66g | Carb: 107.38g.   Dinner: Kraft A.1, Steak Sauce, Brown Gravy, Peanuts in Shell (Shell Not Eaten), Texas Roadhouse Dinner Rolls, Texas Roadhouse Honey Cinnamon Butter, Texas Roadhouse Corn, Texas Roadhouse Steak Fries, Texas Roadhouse Sirloin Steak (8 oz). more...

2483 kcal

Activities & Exercise: FitBit Tracker - 23 hours and 59 minutes, Fitbit - 1 minute. more...