I know the feeling. You would think that almost two years into this that I would be in the oerfect shape and have lost everything I was hoping for but I am still wanting to lose more and even just get to my original goal. If I am not dieting at all times I gain. I am just trying to look at this as eating healthy as much as possible and working out for the sake of being healthy and try not to focus on the scale. I am trying to measure myself which keeps the thought of the scale going up and down in perspective. Keep working through it and you will get there.