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I'm back. for real this time. lol I hate that Ive been off plan for so long. Its been 2 months now. I seriously wasted two months? I keep telling myself I need to stop being so lazy and get back into everything. but.. it just hasn't happened. I don't know what I'm waiting for? Its not going to happen on its own. Then I started with the "I'll just ease back into it so I'll stick with it again".. but when I started last august.. I didn't ease into anything. I started and stuck with it for 7 months and lost 60lbs ( gained some back now ) but, I don't need to ease myself into anything. I'm back on track starting now. not in the morning, not Monday... today.
I got comfortable with myself I think.. I was feeling so much better and clothes were looking better on me so I let myself slide on working out here and there.. then I ate a few things I wasn't supposed to and ended up completely off plan. No working out, and eating almost like I used to.
But, thankfully I'm not comfortable with this anymore.. I want to finish what I started and I want to succeed. I know I can I just have to suck it up and do it.
If I weighed what I do now, in August when I first started.. I would still want to lose the weight just as much. There's just less to lose now.
So I'm back. ( sorry for the super long journal ) :P
Hope everyone else is doing well!
Diet Calendar Entry for 18 May 2011:
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1230 kcal
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Fat: 35.60g | Prot: 69.23g | Carb: 167.68g.
Breakfast: 2% milk, Raisin Bran. Lunch: water, funyuns, Lean Cafe Chicken Club. Dinner: cucumber, light catalina, Tomato, Lettuce, Chicken Breast. more...
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