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So, my pants are definitely looser! I am going to pull out the pants I wore just previous to buying this pair--I bet they fit again. Good thing--I had put on weight, and refused to buy more than one pair of pants, and I'm getting tired of them! Still haven't weighed, though I've been tempted. I don't want to be so focused on the scale. Maybe I'll try a monthly weigh. Anyway, for now, what I'm doing is working. It's low calories, but high fat. It took me 3 weeks to get my energy back, but I'm feeling much better now. Still a little hard to go up the 2 flights of stairs at school, but I can deal with it.
Have to go to a dinner meeting tomorrow. I think I will just have my own dinner before I go, and say I'm not hungry--just stay away from it all.
I tend to do the same food over and over. Eventually I will get bored with it. But right now I feel more like I'm stopping to necessarily fuel my body, not to get enjoyment from food. And I'm good with that. Food's appeal is scary to me, and right now I'm glad it's not calling me.
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