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Thursday was a good day and Friday I bottomed out badly. Not only did I feel aweful I ate how I felt. Mommsie made some cookies and I proceeded to eat them like no tomorrow. Then I thought well I screwed that up so let's see what else I can throw down the hatch. By the time I was done I was left saying to myslef oh dear god I am going to pay for this. Unfortunately I was right and have spent majority of today feeling like a beached whale who's sat in the beating sun and is bloated right up. Oops sorry if that was graphic but it's true.
Today to combat this horrid feeling I have tried to watch what I eat. But honestly I am sucking bad at this diet game! :(
Life goes on, seconds to minutes, minutes to hours, hours to days, days to weeks, weeks to months, months to years. Time stops for no one!! EVER!
BUT..I'm still grateful for:
Family and friends
Life whether it be good, bad or everything in between
Having the choice to do what I like to do
Even though I binge being able to have food to do it with when so many in my own country go hungry on a daily basis. (that's a big one!!)
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