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Feeling very tired today. Trying not to abuse coffe and chocolate to stay awake, since it will be hard to sleep and I'll feel even more tired tomorrow. At work is going well, I am waiting for some people to send me data I hoped to have two weeks ago. Well, it's holidays season here in Europe, so, I just have to be patient.
I think I do feel so tired as an effect of Italy and all the stress due to the death of my uncle. My granny is calling me on a daily basis, obsessing about my health. Actually, I can tell there's something going on, like small "stress symptoms": herpes, diarrhea, bad digestion, low focus.
To overcome this, I am trying to see my friends as much as I can and to relax. My partner is away for a business trip, so instead of being alone home, I am trying to be busy in the evenings.
I went swimming yesterday. I was so nervous and aggressive, that I swam super fast the first 500meters, then had a strong cramp on my foot, then relaxed, then went back swimming slowly. Then I decided to do some pull ups using the blocks at the pool lanes. It's easier to do pull ups in the water, because of the lower weight, but after that I had another bad cramp and stopped swimming.
So, it was sauna time and it was relaxing.
Somehow I still feel like crying and screaming, but I am not able to. The loss of my uncle is hard to overcome for all my family members, so it is for me.
Tomorrow it's Friday. I think I will go out earlier from the office and will try to relax. Either I'll go to thelake, sunbath and read a good book, or I will go to the near outdoor swimming pool.
My best friend -she 's like a sister to me- had to change her plans and will be visiting me on Saturday.
I think I need to relax and spoil myself a bit. Maybe I'll get a massage :)
Have a good time, fatsecreters! Life is good! And summertime is fantastic! :)
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