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It's a strange week. Had very good moments, like when I went climbing, or talking German to my language partners. Also yesterday, it was a free day and here in the Eastern part of Germany it was Men's Day. On this occasion, men gather together in group of friends, go hiking or stay in town and the main aim is to get drunk. It's good advice for women to stay home, in order to avoid being insulted by such a large number of drunk men.
I stayed home and made sushi and Italian goulash. I also practised yoga after about two years. I dedicated the day to myself. Had home made sushi for dinner with my partner, then we went out to watch a show about pink floyd. Such a good show :)
Anyway, after the show, we came back home early. Started playing stupid videogames, reading news from the internet, watching some episodes of tv series. Well, I was too restless and nervous to sleep, I felt hungry even. We had less than half the sushi I made, so my partner was hungry as well after the show.
It turned up I was in a very bad mood, without any apparent reason. I eat not too much, but more than I was supposed to. I ended up eating a scoop of ice cream (my DP buys ice cream, doesn't eat it and leaves it in the freezer...), two cups of milk, few whole grain crackers and black olives. After that, it took me 3 hours to fall asleep. Was in such a depressive bad mood. I wonder where my positive attitude is and when I will get it back. I hopethe only issues are the job I would like to start and the MRI of next week. I really hope that's all.
Today it's a free day, butsome offices and shops are open. I will go climbing in the late afternoon, will take a nap after lunch in order to survive. Still in a bad mood.... Maybe going to a cafè and read a bit might help.
Have a good day, buddies!
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