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My attempting at eating right is not going so well. I'm not giving up but I am lost right now.
I have no idea why I do this to myself. Feels like I am letting myself go again.
Too much fear, stress, worry, depression effects what I am doing to myself.
Cold harsh truth is that I have allowed myself to fall into a "fat trap"!
I've learned coping mechanisms to control some aspects of my life but yet not others.
A litte whine here.. This just is not fair! To have to struggle and fight everyday! For what??
Damn should I stay or should I go now??
Am I just taking up space on this site that could be used for someone more sreious then I am about this whole thing??
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