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Yesterday night I had some chocolate and I felt sick.
I cleaned up my flat from all junk food, sweets, not allowed food. The only thing I left is pop corn, since I am allowed to eat it. But a colleague of mine gave me and the other girl in the office some chocolate as a super early Xmas present. I left it there for 5 days, then took it home and eat it, even if I am not supposed to eat chocolate.
I hate not being strong enough to avoid being tempted by chocolate!!! I am able to resist all the cakes and cookies other people have at coffee break, but chocolate is my weak point....
I have to look at how it was last year, I used to have lots of cakes and junk food and chocolate at night, as a comfort from bad emotions. It's already good that it's happening way less often and when it does it's much less food than in the past.
Going to see the gastroenterologist this afternoon, to talk about the results of all tests done two weeks ago. Will have some work done for the exhibition and my research project.
Things I am thankful for:
-my nice little flat
-my pics
-support from my father for the exhibition
-weight below 60kg
Life is good :)
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