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Surprise surprise! I might be fructose intolerant.
This could explain all the health (food related) problems I had in my life. It explains chronic diarrhea since I am 11 years old. It explains the fact I have never been too fond of sweet stuff, as a kid I used to have mainly meat and did not like any other food. It should ring a bell if a kid prefers Parma ham to cake or chocolate....
It explains why I feel so much better since I am on a "sugar-free" low carb diet.
Anyway, next week I am going to see a gastroenterologist.
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I feel so much better from many points of view. At work, I can focus much better than I did in the past year. I am finishing some stuff at my old institute, I am going to look for a new job in the next few days.
I am going to swim tomorrow with a colleague, plan to go hiking on Wednesday (here in Germany it's a public holiday), going to see friends during next nights.
I missed the energy to do all these in the past months. It is such a nice feeling to have a "normal" life again :)
Apart from my younger colleague who is kind of "crying" when reminding me I have lost my mom and got divorced in such a short time. I hope life will never be as cruel with him (or anybody else) as it has been with me.
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I had a "disaster date" last week. The guy hasn't been able to manage things, and it ended up it was him, me and his f-buddy out for dinner together. Anyway, I really had fun :) I will never date that guy anymore, but it has been a nice evening talking and joking.
I think the guy might be a good friend, but I don't wish anymore for anything else.
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Have a good evening/afternoon/... FS buddies!
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