betainsane's Journal, 01 January 2017

No resolutions for me. I find that I only make them to break them. Instead, it's just another day. Another day to get through the trials of making choices between things you want... and things you really ought to have instead.

Trials of dealing with long term injuries that get in the way, of too many obligations, of not enough spine to tell those you love "no" in order to do something for yourself.

I always find that doing things is so much easier when I'm on my own, and as I glare at Mr. Beta's back while he plays video games, I can't help but wonder if he will do his chores today, keep promises, or continue to stubbornly play video games and bend my schedule around his laziness.

And how I can adjust my impatience to deal with him -- and others -- when they enjoy a day off.

I have a lot of short comings that I need to overcome this year, but keeping a resolution will not be one of them. ;)

Diet Calendar Entry for 01 January 2017:
1142 kcal Fat: 35.90g | Prot: 37.24g | Carb: 156.44g.   Breakfast: Pomegranates. Lunch: Sanders Mini Snococonuts, Beef Chuck (Arm Pot Roast, Trimmed to 1/8" Fat, Choice Grade), Trader Joe's Sesame Soba Noodles. Dinner: Whiskey, Bertolli Olive Oil, Shaw's Multi Grain Whole Grain Bread, Pasta Sanita Spaghetti, Homemade-Style Spaghetti Sauce with Beef or Meat. more...

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good luck and dont be so hard on yourself.  
01 Jan 17 by member: TheLovelyMrsG

     
 

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