redgirl1974's Journal, 27 October 2015

Ever feel annoyed or have a crap day and don't feel like working out? Yesterday I did. Too much side bs and when it was time to hit gym, I went to take a nap. I was just so annoyed with everything at work, got into it with DH about something stupid that neither one of us can control, my mom's cat is reaking havoc at my house and I'm annoyed that my mom is staying with us. All things I have no control over and since I'm a control freak, its messing with my mojo. I took a power nap and hit the gym late bc I snapped outta it. Whats pissing me off is that I was still annoyed today. I'm not my usual self and I really don't like feeling this way bc that's when I make excuses for not working out. I'm ok diet wise today and not getting that usual, " i feel bad so lets eat cake" feeling. More like my head hurts and I don't want to do anything. Ill push thru it no doubt, but I don't like it when I feel this way bc I usually am super duper excited to work out and never let pettiness deter me in any way .. and today I did.. MEH... we all have bad days, time to get over it !!

Diet Calendar Entries for 27 October 2015:
1139 kcal Fat: 74.03g | Prot: 75.77g | Carb: 52.17g.   Breakfast: Walden Farms Calorie Free Pancake Syrup, Brummel & Brown Spread made with Yogurt, Blueberries, Egg, Bob's Red Mill Organic 100% Whole Ground Golden Flaxseed Meal, Coffee, Albertsons Heavy Whipping Cream, Sugar in the Raw Stevia in The Raw (Packet). Lunch: Butterhead Lettuce (Includes Boston and Bibb Types), Hellmann's Real Mayonnaise, StarKist Foods Chunk Light Tuna in Water (Pouch). Dinner: Spanish Rice, Cooked Pinto, Calico or Red Beans, Beef Inside Skirt Steak (Lean Only, Trimmed to 1/4" Fat). Snacks/Other: Bananas, Skinny Pop Popcorn, Giant Eagle Cherry Tomatoes, Hormel Original Pepperoni Slices, Market Pantry Swiss Deli-Style Cheese Slices. more...
3040 kcal Activities & Exercise: Treadmill - 30 minutes, Circuit Training - 1 hour and 15 minutes, Resting - 5 hours and 15 minutes, Sleeping - 8 hours, Desk Work - 8 hours, Housework - 1 hour. more...

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Take a picture and send us all. That will do the trick, plus the inspiration for all of us :-) 
27 Oct 15 by member: auroraioanid
Sometimes life just seems to spin out of control. I use exercise to re-center myself. It doesn't make the crap go away but I find it helps me handle it. Since I suffer from anxiety I need the release. Good luck in finding your center. 
27 Oct 15 by member: CatHerder
You're doing great... Push through the "fog"...  
27 Oct 15 by member: millerm40
I've had a month where I have been stressed, unmotivated, sick, etc etc....I get the " let's eat cake" feeling..although mine is " Let's eat Mexican" It is truly a struggle to stay the course....hoping that all gets better and thanks for posting....helps to know others on here share these same crappy feelings from time to time and can work to push through them... 
27 Oct 15 by member: KTB30
Cat, I usually use exercise to burn stress and I feel great afterwards and am able to reset.. for some reason I just couldn't even after I worked out last night. Gonna try again today bc I dont like feeling weighted down like this. Aurora and MillerM40, you def just brightened my day !! KTB30.. mexican .. mmmm.. no wait , salad mmmmmmmmmmm ... bwahahahaha... We got this !The day is half over...  
27 Oct 15 by member: redgirl1974
so sorry you are having a hard time of it. hope some of the problems resolve themselves and you can get back to your normal self. 
27 Oct 15 by member: rhontique
I'm really new at this whole thing...only on my 2nd week of an intense diet. BUT...I thought I was the only one feeling on edge and ready to rip into someone....lol...glad to know that this is normal & that it WILL go away. I'm glad to see all the sharing that goes on in here, as well as all the support for each other. 
27 Oct 15 by member: Beachbaby101
Rhontique, its funny, after I posted , DH just called and everything is perfect again. He gets me and just knew I needed a call from him to make everything better..14 yrs with some one will do that.. Beachbaby101... Welcome to this site and group...Stick with it and I promise you, it will get better and that edginess will ease up.. It will come and go but def get a lot easier.. The fog is lifting ...  
27 Oct 15 by member: redgirl1974
I don't know how you do it, Red. The fact that there is a mother taking up space in your home would be enough to rattle my nerves. I've never had to deal with this, TG. In some families it works, in some in just causes endless arguments. May her situation straighten out soon! 
27 Oct 15 by member: soonsoonsoon
Soon, its driving me crazy. i spent the earlier half of my life trying to get away from her and now I stuck with her. I get by knowing its only temp and literally spend 2 hrs at the gym each afternoon so I can get some "privacy". It def does not work for us bc we have different lifestyles but in my heart I have to do the right thing and just suck it up.... At least I have DH to lean on .  
27 Oct 15 by member: redgirl1974
Mother taking up space... Wow. Some of you might get your wishes right back at you and your children will treat you in the same way you treated their grandparents. I would like to offer some pearls of Wisdom: check The Story of an Old Father, His Son and the Sparrow...And god help you.  
28 Oct 15 by member: sesuo
We all have days like that Red push through, get some bidders and spray where the cat is wreaking havoc and just stay strong this is one of those days to just get the hell out of the way :) 
28 Oct 15 by member: Rockiesfan
NEVER LET IT EFF UP YOUR PLAN! 
28 Oct 15 by member: HCB
It's days like those that I need to go to the gym most! Getting in there and pumping iron is therapeutic for me on days like this.  
28 Oct 15 by member: ruthless4me
Sesuo, thank you for your input and unwanted opinion.Im not being a ungrateful or hateful daughter here. Both my parents abandoned me as a child and went on to start new families. My mother never did anything to help raise me other then once every 3 yrs she would decide she wanted me back and try and forceably remove me from my safe and loving home. She never told me she loved me, never bought me school clothes, birthday presents and never cared if her husband at the time abused me and my sisters or she treated me and my sisters like maids. To this day, she still cant pay her rent, keep a house, car or job and doesn't even bother to say thank you when you help her out bc as my mother she feel entitled to live off me and my family. So Im sorry if my complaining about my POS Mom bothers you.. you dont know the whole story.. And my apologies to my buddies and friends for this post. I never ever share or overshare the bad side of my past but Susuo's comment really hurt my feelings. Sorry again..  
28 Oct 15 by member: redgirl1974
Wow Red, might it be time to step back from such a toxic relationship? I'm not saying it is, just hate to see anyone in such turmoil. Hard choices are hard to make.... 
28 Oct 15 by member: Rckc
Rckc, I rarely deal with ever.. she was just left in situation and needed my help badly. If I can get her situated this time in her new rent controlled place, Ill be done with her for a while and wont have to deal with her other than an occasional ride bc she has agreed to let my sister manage her finances. So I feel like the ends justify the means if I can just put up with her for a month or two.. Im so sorry for dumping this here... My post was meant as rant about not wanting to work out and I let is turn into this.. My apologies again buddies... Did not want to unload my luggage here....  
28 Oct 15 by member: redgirl1974
Rant away Red! Get that butt to the gym!!! You don't have to enjoy it, just show up!!! (There, did that help?) :-) 
28 Oct 15 by member: Rckc
I'm like...remembering something I read somewhere.......what was it now......Oh yeah! Something like, unhealthy attachments are the source of suffering (or something like that). ;) 
28 Oct 15 by member: Shines27
Absolutely feel free to rant to your hearts content, lol! And you might want to try to view the gym as a solace from all of that unnecessary stress :) Endorphins are great! 
28 Oct 15 by member: notelaine

     
 

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