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Three words that best describe me right now....OUT OF CONTROL. I went walking at lunch with my friend Jill...and came to the conclusion that I'm an out of control eater. I eat healthy, and go into each day with the best intensions, but then the vending machine beckons me, or the desserts a co-worker brings in, or sneaking candy bars. I know one of my roadblocks right now is because I know the fertility stuff is just around the corner again, which is my time to take a break from exercising etc again. BUT...I can't seem to wrap my head around the fact that I can exercise, eat healthy and lose weight and when its time to do the fertility process again, that I just need to stop working out, but continue with eating healthy. Its like I have some roadblock in my head telling me that its all or nothing.
I've decided to join WW's again, because I need that accountability. I can lie to myself as much as I want, but when push comes to shove and I get on that scale with the WW leader…I can't lie about that. I need motivation, and I can't seem to find it on my own right now. Very frustrating. ='(
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