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I am frustrated with myself. I am glad that it isn't making me more anxious, but I still don't like how I am acting and am finding it very difficult to change. I've lost track of my eating today, same yesterday. I am a little more active- at least in the past couple days- than in the past couple weeks. Still not good enough. I am getting tired of my own proven self deficiency, I'm trying to listen for G-d's voice in this mess. If I can at least know what He wants me to do I can struggle to do something I know He designed me to be capable of handling.
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