Firefly_Faerie's Journal, 20 April 2021

For 7 long years, I've struggled in a haze of substances. It felt like pushing through a blizzard when you weren't sure of the either the next step or the next step a week from then. I've wrestled with some form of addiction or another since I was 6 years old. I wouldn't recommend the path to anyone. But now, I've finally gotten clean for the first time in what feels like my whole life. The fog has lifted on my existence, and I'm truly meeting myself again. It's a thrilling experience, if absolutely terrifying as well. So I'm celebrating really finding and seeing myself for the first time since I was a small child. Life is incredible.

Diet Calendar Entry for 20 April 2021:
705 kcal Fat: 28.50g | Prot: 26.50g | Carb: 94.00g.   Breakfast: Starbucks Triple Shot Energy Zero Sugar. Dinner: Propel Fitness Water, Chipotle Mexican Grill Veggie Burrito Bol. more...

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awesome. so proud of you. and you look amazing.  
20 Apr 21 by member: HeBrewZ
that's wonderful. I'm so glad for you. clear headed is when you can truly appreciate life, be creative, give love, receive love and LIVE. I went through years of using alcohol and various substances too. 😘  
20 Apr 21 by member: SD_3
Great work!! It warms the heart when you hear how others are taking back their life. It’s a daily struggle to be sure. Keep it up and you look fabulous! 
20 Apr 21 by member: Daddy Manatee
I’m sad you’ve had a hard life 😢 It’s great you have been able to overcome the difficulties in your life 😊 Sending (((hugs))) to you~ 
20 Apr 21 by member: LambiePi
Wow, that’s amazing. You have inner strength 💪🏽 
20 Apr 21 by member: tandtr
This is just fantastic and it gives hope to others in similar situations. Thank you for sharing and wishing you continued success and happiness ❤️ 
20 Apr 21 by member: Mammajamma2.0
don't look back just forward with goals to accomplish and directions to guide you.  
20 Apr 21 by member: sammarc57
Your greatest reward is yourself.👍👏👏👏👏👏🌺🌺🌺🌸🌸 
20 Apr 21 by member: Shrewdness
You are beautiful, and I'm sorry for the abuse you suffered. Its so great that you've decided not to carry that out on yourself any longer!!! Its great you're here!!!!  
20 Apr 21 by member: bearnoggin
God bless you and keep you strong 
20 Apr 21 by member: JazzyLady59
congratulations 💗🙏 
20 Apr 21 by member: emackley1
I am so happy for you! All the best on your health journey! 
20 Apr 21 by member: LISfifty
Kathleen here I too suffer from other addictions and I go to 12 step programs I'm trying to get a ride to the Overeaters Anonymous program on Saturday morning here in Montana. I can't drive since I was in the hospital six weeks over Christmas and New Years. So someone will have to take me to my 12-step meetings belief in a higher power and working the 12 Steps helps me 
21 Apr 21 by member: kathleengazzara
Congratulations! 💪 Everything will be fine. 
21 Apr 21 by member: Noctex
You look lovely; thank you for sharing and welcome to the here and now! Good luck on your journey, you are amazing! 🌈🌈🌈 
21 Apr 21 by member: shirfleur 1
Thanks for sharing!! You look amazing and I’m sure you feel amazing too. 
21 Apr 21 by member: italiantp
So proud of you❤️ 
21 Apr 21 by member: Ray@600
Life is incredible. You look great and you're an inspiration to many including me who's struggling to stay positive dealing with my own sh*t. Thank you.  
21 Apr 21 by member: samgomberg
wonderful you make me proud. 
21 Apr 21 by member: fancydaisy2
good for you getting clean is not always easy and staying clean it's harder yet I wish you all the luck in the world you are a beautiful girl 
21 Apr 21 by member: ridemariel

     
 

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