Sphiwesihle's Journal, 18 July 2022

Its Monday... reflecting on my weekend... WOW it was a rollercoaster emotional heartbreaking weekend! Under normal circumstances I should have broken into pieces, binged my heart out but I didnt. I chose to binge on popcorn, talk it out, recognise and acknowledge my pain and hurt and allow myself, body, spirit and mind to go through it. I hugged myself as I would someone else, I prayed for myself as I would a friend, and talked to myself as I would do to someone I cared about. And now I'm allowing... don't be fooled the temptation to grab that icecream chocolate and sweets to numb the pain is there😃🙈 But what keeps me going is those girlfriend/boyfriend conversations with myself! Im Learning to give myself the love and care I would give to someone going through exactly what I'm going through ❤ Happy Monday 🌻💞
274.0 lb Lost so far: 12.6 lb.    Still to go: 102.1 lb.    Diet followed reasonably well.

Diet Calendar Entry for 18 July 2022:
600 kcal Fat: 13.55g | Prot: 75.72g | Carb: 38.19g.   Lunch: Coleslaw , Pick n Pay Grated Beetroot in Vinegar , Grilled Fish, Chicken Thigh (Skin Eaten). more...
losing 2.1 lb a week

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That sounds incredible! I hope you heal from everything and I wish you the best 
18 Jul 22 by member: robsamvan
It sounds like you have a strong and loving inner voice. I heard about a guy who wandered the world emigrating from place to place and always returned to SA feeling just as miserable as before he left. On discussing this story with a counsellor she said that he was a lost soul looking for something that he couldn't find. He was taking himself from place to place and expecting to feel different. She said that it is possible to be miserable anywhere and the problem was within himself. She added that home is a place within your own head. It sounds like you are on your way to finding 'home'. It's a long journey and it sounds like you have been working hard. Well done 👏 👏 👏  
18 Jul 22 by member: Jules2201
@Jules2201 it took a while to find that inner voice. And bit by bit I'm slowly getting there. 😃 
20 Jul 22 by member: Sphiwesihle
@robsamvan I believe I will. Thank you for the well wishes and support.  
20 Jul 22 by member: Sphiwesihle
so amazing .... I think my inner voice has gone permanently mute 😔 
20 Jul 22 by member: *fiza
love this 
23 Jul 22 by member: lallie ehr
Beautiful  
25 Jul 22 by member: slender91

     
 

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