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21 April 2014

Weigh-in: 215.0 lb lost so far: 27.0 lb still to go: 90.0 lb Diet followed reasonably well
   add comment losing 0.5 lb a week

06 August 2013

Weigh-in: 235.0 lb lost so far: 7.0 lb still to go: 110.0 lb Diet followed poorly
   add comment gaining 0.7 lb a week

04 June 2013

28 May 2013

I'm just so frustrated. When I am out of my comfort zone with food, I fall apart; my strength wanes and I give up temporarily. Sometimes it's a lack of 'good' food I can find on the fly, sometimes it's simply a choice that I do not choose the good stuff.

My boyfriend once said that I obsess over this. I do, yet when I do not, I fail miserably. When I am with him, it is so much easier to only eat when hungry. It's so much easier to eat less. It's natural to me when I am with him, but alone, I feel lost.

The time it takes to maintain a journal and to log exercise, not to mention document calories in and calories out, is exhausting. It takes so much time away from my life.

I am going to try a novel approach. I am going to be the skinny person I want to be now. I will eat when I'm hungry. Eat what I want (I love clean foods) and I am going to workout everyday in some capacity. I am going to just be the regular me I want to be and live it. If I can stay true to who I am, I will succeed. It's a huge risk given my personality; however, I cannot take this crap any longer. Five years of beating myself up.Five years going from extremely confident to wallowing in self pity...I just want to be me.

I love the morning workouts. I like stretching at lunch time and I like hiking after work. I also love to swim.

I used to weigh 122 lbs. I loved food like I do now, but I ate when hungry. I didn't over eat and I loved to wear cute clothes. I felt sexy and I felt strong. Where is that me??? She has been lost. She has been squished by this overwhelming mess of me.

I'll be back, but I won't obsess. I refuse to be afraid of failing. I refuse to let me keep me down and ruin my life.

24 May 2013

Weigh-in: 227.8 lb lost so far: 14.2 lb still to go: 102.8 lb Diet followed 100%
   add comment losing 0.1 lb a week

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