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04 February 2015

Do you think 42 years old is too old to become an alcoholic? I mean I don't drink at all so I would have a lot of catching up to do. The car I hit has $3000 damage some broken tire thing so I had to turn it in to my insurance company, which means my premiums will go up, which the only reason I have a high premium is because I have a car note, which the only reason I have a car note is because 1 year and 2 days before this accident I had an accident which totaled my paid off 13 year old car and I had to get a lawyer for the first time in my life which settled out of court but still managed to screw up my finances for a while SO I'M JUST A LITTLE BITTER RIGHT NOW. I'm so jealous of the people who sit in the park rocking back and forth laughing to themselves and pointing at their imaginary friends. At least they're having fun together. Then the girlfriend tells me I'm always telling her it's going to be OK and it always is so it'll be OK. Fine. Throw my words back at me. ugh! Right now I just want to call Annie a liar because the sun is NOT shining it's cloudy. I'm going to go sit somewhere laughing wildly to myself now just to watch people walking in a wide path around me... that or I'm just going to get back to work, probably that one.

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01 February 2015

Feel free to ignore this post. I'm just getting things off my chest. It always makes me feel better to journal here when I'm stressed.

Let me tell you about my day. It snowed last night. Big, wet heavy snow. My day started with being awoken by sirens. LOTS of sirens. I hopped on my police scanner app and learned there was a semi overturned on the interstate about a mile or two away. The girlfriend and I were glued to the scanner listening to all the updates. Turns out it was a tanker hauling 40,000 lbs of dimethylamindproplymine, a flammable material used for making shampoo (which they didn't immediately know because the driver amazingly didn't know what he was hauling, go to jail, go directly to jail). O_O This was about 7am it's now 3pm and they are no where near having it cleared up and have had to evacuate people living in the area. There's some kind of white vapor coming from the trailer. They say it's going to be another 12 hours to clean up.

Anyhoo, we had to go to work. I took the girlfriend to work. Roads were terrible and I was pretty much driving in low gear the whole time. On the way there all of a sudden my car freaks out and I end up careening toward the curb. The curb knocks me back into the left lane of traffic, where I get hit by another car and we both end up in the oncoming lane. Luckily there was no traffic oncoming. Everybody is fine. The girlfriend is sore. Amazingly there wasn't a scratch on either car. It does sound like her alignment is off I HOPE. My car has a bent rim and two broken hubcaps. That's where we're starting anyway. This is either going to be the cheapest wreck I've had or really expensive. Ironically, I had a wreck on January 30, 2014. That wreck wasn't my fault and totaled my car. This car is the replacement and I don't have it anywhere near paid off, but compared to the semi driver and all the emergency personnel, I'm having a good day.

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31 January 2015

3 more pounds and I will be back to my pre-candy weight. Feel like I'm talking about pre-baby weight. Stupid candy.

Weigh-in: 179.8 lb

lost so far: 34.2 lb

still to go: 39.8 lb

Diet followed reasonably well

(13 comments) losing 1.4 lb a week

28 January 2015

Accidentally worked out yesterday. I took my deposit to the bank. I did the math one time and figured out my deposits weigh between 75-100 lbs. Yesterday I did 3 reps. Pick deposit up, close van door with some body part, speed walk to door, pit stop at planter to adjust bags, hit automatic door button with hip or elbow, speed walk through foyer, hit door button with elbow, hit door button with elbow, hit door button with hip, swear, open door with fingertips, jam foot in door, open door with elbow, speed walk 5 miles through lobby, wait for angry not smiling teller to call you over, slide deposit up wall to teller station, breathe, repeat 2 more times.

My heart was angry by the time I was done. If you try this at home, I recommend stretching first.

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26 January 2015

There is nothing like driving a long distance in freezing rain to bring the 87 year old grandma out of your soul and put her in the driver's seat. I pulled into the parking lot at my storage unit and I was driving perpendicular to the direction I was pointed. The problem with being stressed out while driving is you look for something to distract you from the semi that is in the median which apparently took out the fire truck and the suv. Unfortunately what you find is the box of wheat thins you hastily grabbed on the way out of the door. I think the crunching was cathartic. When I realized what I was doing I started crunching on them like a rabbit with my front teeth to eat more slowly. Hopefully this doesn't cause a 5lb gain. Be safe out there people!

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