maybe its the rain, but ive been sitting on my but watching say yes to the dress and eating all day. im not even hungry!
So my fiance wesley when i met him weighed in around 130. After dating for a while he got up to his heaviest at 165. I got down to my lowest weight (178.5) when he was at his heaviest which means i was only 13.5 pounds heavier than he was.
After he had cancer and surgery he ate nothing but cheerios for a week, and ended up dropping 10 pounds. He was down to 155, and I was back up to 195. so before you know it i was 40 pounds heavier than he was.
This year some how he just managed to drop down to 152, then to 148 and yesterday he tells me he is at 145.
I have been fluctuating between 139 and 146 so officially that makes me 100 pounds heavier than my fiance.
I am twice the size of him? How do i not crush him?
and now after watching all this say yes to the dress, i cannot help but feel bad about my weight. But there were a few women on the show who had lost a significant amount of weight and it makes me feel inspired.
I would love to get down to 165, that is where i will be happy, and i know i can look super gorgeous in a beautiful gown. If i lose all the weight, maybe i would be more willing to spend thousands of dollars!
