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Right now then - as the weeks creep by so does my weight creep up. It's about bloody time I got to grips with this and decided once and for all it's time to GO ON A DIET and LOSE THIS WEIGHT. I think after all these months that have now turned into years of burying my head in the sand I really want to sort myself out.
Being a good 6 stones overweight means that I feel like shit most of the time because I have no energy, I feel lethargic and depressed. I know deep down that the problems I'm having with IBS and the awful diahorrea bouts are due to my diet and the shit that I eat to supposedly make myself feel better. Guess what - I don't feel better - I feel worse, I feel bloated and ill and have aches and severe pains that I know are caused by me being overweight.
How much more weight am I going to gain before I wake up and see that I am wishing my life away in a big bag of crisps. The buck stops here - now - today in this moment.
From now on I am going to give myself every chance I can to lead a healthier and happy life - I want to start ballroom dancing and enjoy getting dressed up to go out again at night. I also really do want Craig to fancy me again - he has admitted that he doesn't fancy me being this overweight and though it's really hard to hear - it's true. Maybe our relationship will get back on track and we can enjoy sex again without either of us feeling gross.
Today Thursday 23rd of August is the turning point - I'm sick of feeling like shit, mentally and physically and I know the key is to get rid of a good chunk of this weight. It really does matter now
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204.0 lb
Lost so far: 0 lb.
Still to go: 84.0 lb.
Diet followed N/A.
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