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was traveling yesterday and was at Moms
always harder when I'm out of the house and Mom's was particularlly stressfull
Dad's heart problem is putting her over the top add Gene to the mix and the tension is unbearable
couldn't wait to leave
My scooter broke down in Middletown had to race back to Monticello to drop it off to be fixed before they closed
Just made it thank goodness so Bert didn't have to push it up the hill
The fight between my girls is a constant under current in my head right now
I can't fix it and it kills me that they can't see how useless thier anger is all they are doing is digging a cassum that will be harder to cross if they ever can
they are both good women
the need for connection is there in each of them but there language and emotional currency are polar opposite
I love them so much and feel like I failed them my heart is broken
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383.8 lb
Lost so far: 0.2 lb.
Still to go: 83.8 lb.
Diet followed reasonably well.
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steady weight
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