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I am not on a diet cause I have had some stomach issues since coming back to America from my stay in South Korea. I have realized I probably should be on a diet though. I ran into an old friend yesterday and she has lost 70 lbs. since I saw her last August!!!!!! 70 lbs!!!!!!! Bloody hell, I can't even lose 5lbs. I feel like a $@%! loser, big time. Worse than a loser. I nasty fat blob of toxic waste. I feel disgusting and fatty fat fat. My legs are like cottage cheese in a garbage bag and my stomach is like i 10 gallon bucket of lard shoved into a ziploc bag. I wanna frickin' die so frickin' bad sometimes. I am not in the mood to get enthusiastic about this diet crap right now. Just let me die fat and alone, please!
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159.0 lb
Lost so far: 0 lb.
Still to go: 14.0 lb.
Diet followed N/A.
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gaining 0.7 lb a week
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