Sharons Victory's Journal, 18 March 2019

I feel like a have a food hang over today...everybody at work probably thinks it's a real hangover from St. Patrick's Day hahaha.


I'm just hiding my Buddha belly with a big sweater and just gonna hang in there today.

My appetite is much higher than normal 'cause of my over consumption the last two days...just gonna at least keep it at maintenance calories to make it through today.

I'm just chugging water like craaaazy...I'm going to shoot for like 2 gallons of water today. I've already made it half way through one gallon and it's 11am.

I went back and read my old journal entries from when I gained all my weight back before but was actually surprised I didn't journal very much back then...I wish I had...but the few I found I was just mostly eating whatever and was in denial about gaining until I was 30lbs heavier and then I came back on here only briefly, was trying hard to get it off, but then gave up easily and then didn't show my face on here again until all my weight was back.

So I want to be sure to not repeat this. I will NOT gain back no 30 lbs this time. NO WAY. I can't gain a huge amount from one weekend...thank God.

Thank God Thank God Thank God.

I will stay present. I will not fall back. NO. I GOT THIS!!!!

Diet Calendar Entry for 18 March 2019:
1926 kcal Fat: 124.17g | Prot: 139.22g | Carb: 89.28g.   Breakfast: Seapoint Farms Dry Roasted Edamame - Lightly Salted, President Soft Ripened Brie Cheese, Cream (Half & Half), Food Club Large Egg. Lunch: Cauliflower Rice, Pictsweet 3 Pepper & Onion Blend, Jalapeno Pepper Jack Beef Patties, Wholly Guacamole Wholly Guacamole Minis. Dinner: Cauliflower Rice, Pictsweet 3 Pepper & Onion Blend, chophouse blend boneless pork ribeye chops. Snacks/Other: Quest Chocolate Chip Protein Cookie, Quest Mocha Chocolate Chip Protein Bar, Great Value Coffee Creamer Caramel Macchiato. more...

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You got this and you're not alone! 
18 Mar 19 by member: Kevin S. Bernier
You do! keep on chuggin' :D 
18 Mar 19 by member: Pixie68
Yes, you've got this! 
18 Mar 19 by member: Becc@
Logging everything slows me down from the "Screw it, I'll just eat what I want" feeling :) 
18 Mar 19 by member: adefwebserver
Your post reminded me to drink water today. I’m so bad at that! Thank you! 
18 Mar 19 by member: Pianoerin
You got this!  
18 Mar 19 by member: Tineyjo
Glad you're back at it today, even if you *are* hiding in that big sweater! 
18 Mar 19 by member: Miraculum
Don’t ignore your mental health either. That is extreme important too! Take sometime and color a picture, take a slow walk for fun, go to a coffeehouse drink decaf black coffee and read a book. My depression looks like yours... I get it I’m there now too... dirty dishes and all. I’m just not as brave as you. You are the only one I follow on here. I’m cheering you on from Grand Rapids Michigan. 
18 Mar 19 by member: verweyj
Look into D-3 vitamin. Dieters can be low. D3 defiency causes many problems Read up on it It might help 
18 Mar 19 by member: redino1
thanks for the reminder about the vitamin D...I saw that comment the other day and was going to try it out but forgot! 
18 Mar 19 by member: Sharons Victory
I'm going to make a deal with you lady...I will take a pic of my "Buddha belly" and you will take a pic of yours...and then we'll compare! Bwahahahaha...I got you beat! Glad you aren't letting a little thing like overeating get you off track! You are one determined lady! 
18 Mar 19 by member: katies71
You're doing great  
18 Mar 19 by member: eatolive4life
I’m glad you are feeling motivated!! Cuz you do have it! You are aware. That is half the battle. And those carb hangovers are seriously rough! 😭 but you’ll make it through today and tomorrow you’ll feel so much better. 
18 Mar 19 by member: CrashtestDawnie
Girlfriend it's okay to have a binge it happens to the best of us. Saturday I went to Skrimp Shack, ordered fried fish and shrimp to go then stopped at Church's Chicken to order two legs. Yes, I indulged and have no regrets. On Sunday woke up and walked 7 miles, and made sure I had a gallon of water through out the day. It's something that will happen time to time especially with our past love for food. Focus on moving forward and be honest with yourself that it may happen again, but it doesn't mean we failed, it only means we're human. The wonderful thing is you know what you have to do to get on track. 
18 Mar 19 by member: Daisy971
You got this Sharon. This is training for maintenance and you don’t even know it yet. Not a bad process to go through. Making you stronger! 
18 Mar 19 by member: GardenOfHeeden
Yes, don't disappear. When I do that, I gain all of the weight back. Keep logging. 
18 Mar 19 by member: -Diablo
My polite observation is the weekend seems like a place where you want some activity outside your home. Time expands to what we want it or allow it to; so, a few hours volunteering maybe on a Saturday will force structure in your day and limit the damage to your eating schedule and the damage to 'screw it' I can clean up later. Tighten up your day, tighten up your body, Your mind will make the body follow. Like a forward roll. The body goes where the head takes it. Damn. That was pretty good *pats self on back* 
18 Mar 19 by member: Terrapin12
Hugs for you! Looking back at our journal entries when we face current challenges can be some of the most emboldening things we read. Keep pressing on! 
18 Mar 19 by member: From371to184
Log your food, face your scale daily and be active here no matter what, I too gain the weight back , if I disappear. We have to be Fatsecret members for life. ❤👐 
18 Mar 19 by member: Keilin_4
@Terrapin12, that post was more than "pretty good." I'm finding that staying busy doing something I really enjoy -- like in days-of-old when I loved my job -- makes the time fly. A pat on the back from me, too! 
19 Mar 19 by member: Miraculum

     
 

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