kaylinrenee's Journal, 09 May 2023

tomorrow will be my re-start, i swear. it has been a ROUGH week and to make matters worse, my ex knew about my losses but still woke up and chose a$$hole attitude as usual- my uncle passed last night after a bad fall-multiple skull fractures. icing on cake

this is a photo from my small hike today (maybe 40mins, very flat and easy- also did the treadmill for 1.5 miles, and walked outside 1.5 miles additional to the hike....and cut some grass (27k steps total).. i ate... a LOT.....and cried...a LOT. I've never felt this much mental exhaustion... being outside in nature always brings me peace.

My aunt and uncle couldn't make it to my grandpa's (her dad's) funeral and now she has to bury her husband (my uncle)... it's hard to even contemplate her emotions... my heart is shattered. He was the BEST guy.

Diet Calendar Entry for 09 May 2023:
2634 kcal Activities & Exercise: Fitbit - 24 hours. more...

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So sorry for your loss. 
09 May 23 by member: JanieSaisQuoi
Kaylinrenee, life is so fragile, and I am sorry for your loss. Be well and remember your uncle for all of his good traits. Tom 
09 May 23 by member: Bionici
Hugs! 
09 May 23 by member: teachertracey
Sorry for your loss!💜💜💜 
09 May 23 by member: Diana 1234
Sorry for you loss. Take one day at a time. only time will heal. so take as long as you need.💜💙💜🙏🙏🙏. 
09 May 23 by member: KaiKoo22
I’m so sorry 😢 hope you feel better ❤️‍🩹 
09 May 23 by member: Superstar1128
praying for peace over you and that it all gets better in time.. sorry 4 your loss and injury...  
09 May 23 by member: StephAJones1983
big hug your way! 🫂 
09 May 23 by member: StephAJones1983
I'm so sorry to hear about Unca. xx 
09 May 23 by member: Bubbles McBubble
Massive condolences for what is happening right now. Do the very best you can to take care of yourself and will pray for peace for you and your heart. 💕 
09 May 23 by member: Yearofhealth2023
Perhaps you should jog over… Sorry to hear about the loss and the X. Really stinks. You will pull through. 
09 May 23 by member: Daddy Manatee
I’m so sorry for your loss 🙏💙 sending prayers🙏 
10 May 23 by member: CharlieLovesChaplin
These are really rough times for you, it's no wonder you're feeling so stressed. You're very wise to get out and take time for yourself. So sorry for so much sadness all at once. 
10 May 23 by member: shirfleur 1
Love the dandelions. Someday we will all fly away. 
10 May 23 by member: Tash23
So sorry for your loss… 
10 May 23 by member: Kennyn27
Sorry for your loss. 
10 May 23 by member: k1ko94
Sorry for your loss. An ex is an ex. Block everywhere and forget about them. At least for me, I don't regret forgetting their face :) 
10 May 23 by member: immort777
immort. we have 2 kids together. he called about drop-off and it spiraled from there. i called him some nasty names for being a dbag knowing i lost 2 family members.... i mean honestly who does that?! 🙃🙃 
10 May 23 by member: kaylinrenee
tash- thats how i feel. im spiritual in nature. i blew one into the air at my grandpa's gravesite.  
10 May 23 by member: kaylinrenee
daddy honestly.... ugh i need a getaway stat. lol have one planned for memorial day but thats ages away it seems 
10 May 23 by member: kaylinrenee

     
 

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