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Talk about a wake-up call, as if not fitting in any clothes weren't enough... Saw a complete stranger staring back at me in the bathroom's gigantic mirror. Couldn't avoid it this time. Things have gone out of hand for long enough. I can barely recognize myself. I've gained even in places I never used to. I don't think things have gone this far, this bad, this repulsive before. Yes, I find myself very repulsive. This is not what I ever wanted or intended for myself. What has happened? Me, the control-freak that has lost complete control over the one thing I should have the most control over. I need to really focus on this. I cannot let myself get discouraged when the weight doesn't just "fall" off. This has to end NOW!
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amen! I feel the same way about myself, it creeps up on you then all of a sudden whamm... that image hits you.. and what do you do.. it is work but I am on that journey as well and tring to stay motivated to work harder than before by changing my daily habits. Walking instead of driving, taking the stairs instead of elevator, moving instead of sitting still during tv programs. habits, take practice. I am with you!!
18 Jan 09 by member: D2na
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