kaylinrenee's Journal, 04 February 2019

I’m sorry you feel you have to do such things in order to look the way you want to look. You have little kids right? Do you think about them when you don’t eat? 

@kaylinrenee - Good luck!  

@kaylinrenee I'm sure you look beautiful at 112.8 ! But it's your choice and your life so Good luck 😄 

Oh i wish sweety.... im... skinny fat. I am a small person, sure. But I definitely have a gut and my thighs are jainormous. Im 411 so I have less places for the wait to go to be spread out evenly 

Rosio im not sure what to mean. Do i feed my kids when im not feeding myself?? 

Be nice to yourself. I, too, am 4'11. For so long, I wanted to look like the tall, thin models. (the "poodles" in this analogy). But, at 36, I am at peace with the body that was given to me and I will do my best to take care of it. The truth is, I am built like a bull dog. I can starve myself and perm my hair, but I will never be a poodle. So, I will be the best damn bull dog I can be!  

Today I am back on my 'water fast' and I already feel so much better. There is a 'cleansing' that you get when you give the 'food intake' a rest for a bit :) 

@kaylinrenee awww I'm sorry you feel that way about yourself! Your not the only one ... when I was 105 at 5'1 I also thought I was fat with gigantic thighs etc . But when I gained and went up to almost 160 lbs believe me I wished that I was back to that weight ,and be healthy and just enjoy life ! Life is too short enjoy every moment ! 😄 

Please see my most recent post with a picture  

LOL what do you drink for this liquid diet?  

@kaylinrenee I did ! Don't be so hard on yourself! Do you know how many women would luv to be your weight ! I don't want to be 105 lbs again ! I'm just very happy to be a healthy weight now ! Of course continue to exercise and enjoy life ! don't be so hard on yourself ! Nobody is perfect .... good luck !😄 

Ive stopped the strict dieting. Maintaining around 118. May start up again in april but thank you, as long as i have clothes on I'm super confident with where i am thanks for your kind words