I'm Tesla, I'm 18 and a sophomore in college. I've been overweight my entire life, though it has gotten worse as i've gotten older, especially the last two or three years of high school. I've never been happy in my body, even though I'm told constantly by my boyfriend that I'm beautiful and that I'm perfect. My goal is to loose 50 pounds and be several sizes smaller by the end of the first semester of my Junior year in college. I want to look on the outside the way i have felt on the inside my entire life... I want to be lovely and thin!