I have struggled with my weight since i was 9 when i was fed slim fast for lunch by a babysitter who though i was "just too fat". Over the years i have tried Jenny Craig, Body for Life, Atkins, Weight Watchers, My own will power, and many of the FAD diets out there. I have lost 20 pound many times, but always gained it back. I strive to one day be happy with my weight and not be considered Obese.
Weight Watchers has really been good for me and it is something that i can always go back to and lose weight. I hope this is the time that it pays off. I am setting goals for my self and being very disaplined. I write everything down in a food journal that i can carry around with me and even if it was a bad day, i figure out the points. I am not lying to my self anymore.
I need people who have this struggle in their hearts to help me achieve my goal. It isn't something that i can do alone. Or with people who haven't struggled with weight. I need to know the impossible is possible.