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18 February 2021
It feels like I’m tempting fate today. I turned 41 today. I already decided in January that this would be my year of getting healthy. That means no more binge eating, eating crap, or just plain being unhealthy. Today is the first day in over 30 days that I’ve had sugar. I had one small piece of cake for my birthday and that’s it. For most people I’m sure this seems like a small thing. For me this would usually send me into over eating and tossing everything into the garbage. But this year is different this year I’m going to have my small piece of birthday cake and I am going to move on and keep going. Do I want to have half the cake? Do I want to stick my face in it and make motorboat noises? Do I wish I could chuck it all in the garbage tonight and eat whatever I want? Absolutely on all of those! BUT I’m not going to. For one that frosting goes right up the nose when you stick your face in it. But mostly because I’m going to make a change this year. I’m going to kick butt. I’m 41 freakin years old... I got this.
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11 February 2021
The last couple days have been a challenge. Yesterday the teens surgery/recovery took a lot longer than expected. I was able to grab a shake on the way out but didn't eat again until 7PM. Add the stress of watching your kid go through knee surgery and a history of always coping with food for stress and you have a recipe for disaster. I stopped though. We picked up panera on the way home, I picked healthy snacks after and when I still felt like endlessly bingeing I distracted myself with the worst addictive game I could find for my phone and after a while the feeling stopped. I'm still totally addicted to the game though.... 3D match.. highly addictive. Don't download it.
Today I'm still fighting the urge to eat more than I should. I'm also fighting the urge to distract myself from work to play 3D crush now. I know part of me wanting to eat was not eating a lot yesterday. The other part is life is still stressful. Mostly.. life has stressful moments. Food is not the answer. 3D crush should probably also not be the answer but its less destructive and kinder to my butt than devouring an entire cheesecake.
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08 February 2021
Ever have one of those days when you want all the bad things? I want all the sugar and all the carbs. I watched a man deep fry a twinkie tonight and it was the best food porn ever! I'm not entirely sure how he didn't choke to death inhaling half the twinkie in one bite but I was jealous. Dying by deep fried twinkie never looked so good. Heck the kids leftover pez candy looked appealing. If I weren't dead set on getting under 200 by summer then I don't know what would have happened. I may have attempted to deep fry the pez candy because in my sugar addicted brain that is probably a horrible idea but.... it's sugar and it's deep dried so how could it be that bad?
I'm on day 23 of no bingeing, eating better, and moving more. I expect these days to happen. I expect to be tempted. I knew it wouldn't be easy and there will be challenges along the way. What I didn't expect was turning into a sugar bloodhound. I can literally smell sugar from across the house. I didn't expect food porn to suddenly become a suggested thing for me on literally every single app. The twinkie guy? Some random profile on Facebook that Facebook suggested for me. Apparently liking That Low Carb Life opens up the gateway to Facebook food porn. Can you report things as food porn? Is there a this is entirely too delicious and that guy just inhaled half a twinkie in one bite? Also the mom in me totally cringed waiting for the dude to burn his mouth. Most of all.. I didn't expect me to talk myself off the edge and stay on track. I've falled face first off the tracks so many times that it's just expected at this point.
BUT.. I got this. Food porn, sugar smells on steroids, and the temptations in every direction isn't going anywhere. My weight on the other hand is. I got this.. even on the rough twinkie days. Note to self.. stay off facebook. It's evil.
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07 February 2021
My butt cheeks hurt. I did a new strength workout and it didn't feel like much at the time but today.. my butt cheeks hurt. I don't know that I have ever worked out in a way that made my butt hurt. To be honest I was convinced my butt was mostly fluff and probably didn't contain much muscle. Whatever I did yesterday proved that wrong. I definitely have butt muscles and my butt is mad at me. I just wish I knew which of the 10 moves discovered that I have muscles there. It was probably the weird one that had me playing london bridge while the dog attempted to lick my face off but I'm not entirely sure.
Today besides complaining about my butt I have been a bum. I haven't done much of anything besides making buffalo wings in the air fryer for the game tonight. I may have been a little heavy on the hot sauce. Is it bad if your nose burns a little when you smell them? They were delicious! I just had to make sure I didn't inhale while eating them. Air fryer wings definitely win and they were better than the local place here in town. The only issue is I wanted to eat all of them and then some. Burying my face into a plate of chicken wings that cause my nose to burn didn't seem like a safe idea.
Now I'm going to go complain about my butt some more and curl up with the littles and watch the game. Tomorrow I will attempt to move my butt some more.
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03 February 2021
Weigh-In Wednesday! Little drop from last week. I'm not complaining. Any drop is a good drop.
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