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16 May 2009

I've been thinking about why I fell off the wagon last time. I'd been doing really well for 2 months-- had lost 30 lbs. and hadn't cheated once. We were going to a wedding out of state and I'd planned for awhile to let myself have a piece of wedding cake. I'd been really good for weeks, knowing I would eventually get that cake. Well, I ended up cheating fairly early on on our vacation. I did well traveling and on the plane, but I had a piece of toast at a diner and it all went downhill from there. I gained over 10 lbs. in 4 days. Within 2 days back on induction I'd dropped all I'd gained (probably a lot of bloat). I did well for another month or so, got down into the high 250s and then the holidays hit and I started that horrible teaching job and it all just went to shit.

The cravings aren't so bad, but I'm still having them a little. It's weird.. it's not so much a physical craving now, but a psychological one. I think I do need some carbs, so I'm going to go have some veggies in a sec, but I know I don't need a soda or piece of cake, which is what I'm really craving. :) I'm eating out twice later today and so have been avoiding veggies this morning, but I think I need to have a salad. I'll try not to overdo veggies at one of the restaurants. Better an extra veggie than I cave and eat something loaded in carbs. I've just been giving myself pep talks and trying to work through the cravings. I've also been talking a lot to my brother and daughter. I know they're up there watching out for me and want me to live a long life and be happy. My brother was the one who turned me onto Atkins 2 years ago and I'm trying to really make this work in honor of him. I know I'd really like to have something sugary right now, but I know I'll feel physically bad afterward. I can eat something now that will give me a good feeling for less than 5 minutes or I can feel good and have energy, and eventually be physically fit and feel great, and have a family. Feeling wonderful and having babies and the energy to keep up with them is so much more important to me that a soda.

16 May 2009

Weigh-in: 277.0 lb lost so far: 7.5 lb still to go: 27.0 lb Diet followed 100%
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