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08 February 2008

Weigh-in: 178.5 lb lost so far: 11.5 lb still to go: 38.5 lb Diet followed reasonably well
   (6 comments) losing 2.0 lb a week

07 February 2008

Well had the funeral today. I went to work this morning packing my gym bag but knowing after my lunch hour that myself and another coworker would be going to another coworkers funral today. I did go work out and I was glad that I did, however I came back to work and had to leave for the funeral. I have to say I have never ever been to a funeral to say goodbye to someone sooo young. 37 yearold mother of two killed in a tragic accident. She was in acomo since august 07 and her time was up. Sooo very sad. It hurt to see her family suffering as they stood there and cried. I only thank god that her suffering has ended. She was the most beautiful, super model type girl I have ever met and she lived her life like it was her last everyday...and it makes me wonder is that a sign right there? Well she is laid to rest and now the family has to grieve and move forward. I said a prayer under my breath as I tried to contain my tears. So very difficult. When I came back to work I consummed myself in work and I found myself very very anxious to pick up my son from his after school program...quite more than normal. I was sooo happy to see him today as if I haven't seen him in a year and yet it had only been 7 hours or so. Well, life must go on and I just need to take care of me and my son and try and live life to the fullest. I guess thats the answer. I came home to find out my very good friend and neighbour was home and I noticed that quite a few cars were in her driveway which was very odd. Her mother, the age of 90 was just recently admitted into the hospital..so I decided to call her to make sure everything was okay and sure enough she passed away at the hospital today. .BOY WHAT A DAY!!!However,through all this I have remained focussed on the reason I am here and taking care of myself and I just remind myself that tomorrow is weigh in day and I know I've been very focussed and dedicated. So tomorrow is another day.

06 February 2008

05 February 2008

Kay this insomnia thing is killing me. I hope I don't have to go back on sleeping pills. Perhaps its just the diet and weight loss and perhaps its all the new found energy I seem to have. Or perhaps its this darn website (fatsecret) that I'm addictd to...LOL It has helped me sooo much in more ways than one. Just broke up with my 2 year long boyfrien back in September and had some serious struggles saying goodbye and to be quite honest its still not the easist but I know its for the best. I have to soon let my guard down though and start dating again but I just don't have it in me. Right now I am just content with being a great mom and a hard worker and definatly a NEW ME. Today I was at my gym at curves and although I am using my own scale for the FATSECRET weigh ins I had to get re weighed at curves for the new smart fit machines. My trainer was more than surprised when we realized that from the start of curves which was back in August I believe I am down a whole 19 pounds and litle does she know I had been up and down but now i am committed. Either way this is a great sign and made me feel awesome. Keep plugging away and I'll get there...I was thinking tonight how great it would be to run into my ex and have him see how I'm looking since we broke up. Perhaps he might realize what he lost? Either way its all for the best and I have to keep telling myself that. My prince will come along and until he does my 10 year old son is my prince and A GREAT ONE at that. I can't believe he is only 10 sometimes. He is such a fine young man. He won't even allow me to carry a bag out of the grocery store and always holds doors open for others. I tell him all the time that it is something as little as opening a door that people recognize and sure enough people do. Then there is the odd time when someone will not even look back or acknowledge that my son has waited longer to go inside a door just to wait and hold the door open for someone who is walking up that way. He literally stands and waits to be polite. What a good kid I have..but I will pat myself on the back for that one. YES I"M BRAGGING,... Well going to watch a movie in bed and hope to get some shut eye.

05 February 2008

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