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Weight History
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12 May 2012
Weigh-in:
183.0 lb
lost so far:
10.0 lb
still to go:
33.0 lb
Diet followed reasonably well
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losing 0.3 lb a week
03 October 2011
Weigh-in:
193.0 lb
lost so far:
0 lb
still to go:
43.0 lb
Diet followed N/A
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25 July 2011
Weigh-in:
190.3 lb
lost so far:
4.7 lb
still to go:
40.3 lb
Diet followed reasonably well
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losing 0.6 lb a week
29 May 2011
Hmm, my first journal entry. I am sitting in my recliner, it's very early. I think yesterday was my 6th week post op. I have been less than sedentary, but I am beginning to get a little more active, but I am also starving all the time. Meds and healing and bored and depressed too. I am angry at the whole situation but no sense in getting into that really, but I am grateful I found a place I can just write it out. The depression and my meds are the biggest barriers to overcome, but I also know my eating habits are terrible and I have a lazy bone that likes to pop out on occasion. Especially right now. I hate my body and how it looks. In fact, I'm fat. I am beginning to look exactly like my mother, The very thing I swore I would NEVER be! Hmm... And then, I am so angry at the fact I have no control over my life anymore. Still cannot drive alone and I hurt to much to go anywhere and that sucks. But ya know what, no money to spend anyway, right? Maybe I will ask the family to play a board game? Between my illness and my recent surgery and the fact that my daughter has wasted early 3000.00 dollars, yes THREE THOUSAND DOLLARS on an education chance of a lifetime and she BLEW IT! Now she doesn't even have the credits to pass her grade, and here we sit living day to day and eating what we can afford, not what's good for us, and she too..is struggling with her weight and I feel responsible for that too!. I feel responsible for everything, GUILT..and then, I deserve a candy bar, because I'm sad or hurt, or just because I want one, and if you don't like it...to bad!
I swear I am a gentle, loving and I try to be kind to everyone and stick up for my children, always. I have a loving partner and our main focus in life is "Are the kids ok?"
She is losing weight like crazy and looks amazing, she has been so kind and has taken such great care of me and my children. She is the most amazing person I have ever met and I don't want her to stop loving me or being attracted to me now. I am nearly 60 pounds heavier than when we met only 5 years ago. My health isn't great, but not the worst. She deserves so much better. I pray that this blog and group can help me.
I do have some fun interests that I have picked up since surgery, in case anyone just wants to offer any advice there or just anything in general, or for anyone who wants to talk with me? As, I am a very chatty email pen pal if you are too! Hehe:)
1. Couponing, would love tips if any are available.
2. Crocheting, I cannot believe how relaxing this is but I am so impatient, I want it done sooner than I can crochet! LOL Any cool tips, tricks and advice for a newbie would be appreciated too.
3. I am taking a free online Spanish class, as we are moving to Arizona in August and I think it might be helpful. I'm doing pretty good as long as I practice.
4. HORSES!!!! We plan to spend some time at a rescue ranch when we get there. Not sure what I can do, but I can brush the horses, feed them carrots, and kiss their noses if I cannot ride, but that will be fun too. And Beth, she can ride so that will be cool. Any tips for first time backyard horse owners would be awesome, as I know many things you don't know til you need it! I have some past experience, but it has been a while, and I was the child, my uncles did the work. I have so many questions in this area too, if you aren't willing to be my email pal, you probably shouldn't respond :)
5. Beach and back yard BBQs!
6. Amateur gardening, and I will need to learn all about Arizona foliage and what plants work best there and naturally, how to grow them? I will cherish any advice here too!
7.I have beautiful creative visions in decorating, but the execution, lol, not so good. Anyone know anything about housewife remods? Beth is the one who actually makes the remods, but my instructions aren't so good, hehe! Thank God she loves me anyway. I would love to know about different *kits* or something like that to do certain projects,as we will be moving soon, as previously stated.
8. And lastly, COFFEE is one of my favorite creations! Anyone else and how can we make it ok with our diets? I need cream and sugar:(
Hmmmmmmmmmmm..That was cleansing, I think?
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29 May 2011
Weigh-in:
195.0 lb
lost so far:
0 lb
still to go:
45.0 lb
Diet followed N/A
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